Believe

I have a small wooden plaque hanging near my desk at work. The inscription on it reads "Believe."

It's been hanging here for sometime. For some reason I chose the word "Believe" over other inspirational words such as faith and hope.

At the time, I was drawn to the word but not clear on just why. Now, I am.

You see I have always had an innate belief in myself. I know I can accomplish whatever I choose as long as I put my mind to it. But, I just wasn't sure of others. I never believed in others as much as I believed in myself. (Well-- with a small exception and that is I have always believed in my kids.)

Maybe I believed that others would only let me down. Fully trusting in others when only anticipating hurt left me with little faith in this world we live in. So, I continued to believe in myself.

Now, let me tell you what kind of lonely world it is without trust. When your happiness relies on what others think, say or do-- you don't believe.

You only expect.

And when you expect you are let down over and over again.

You also define happiness with how others value you.

Did I please my co-workers, my family and friends?

And if others don't live up to your expectations you forget about believing.

To me, believing is...

Knowing that each and everyday will be just what I need and trusting that I am always right where I am supposed to be.

I knew I bought that "Believe" plaque for a reason.

Now, I believe in more than me. I also believe in you.